sounds heard
Starting yesterday because I’m incapable a writing a post when I know my evening is beginning at 11pm. I mean, what’s the point, right? All the fun is about to … Continue reading
when there are only truths
Because, at this point, I don’t care anymore. I am who I am. And I do the things I do. Take it or leave it. If he decides to leave … Continue reading
the new “crying game”
Yesterday on my return walk from the theater I took unnecessary routes just so I could walk and cry (this was just after Alexis shot down my invitation, which was … Continue reading
i’m tired
The sex dates with Clay are going to have to stop. I’m becoming emotionally involved. Again. Contact with Alexis needs to come to a close. I’m avoiding issues that I’m … Continue reading
redox
Today I went for a walk through the cemetery near my house. I thought there would be more people there because it’s Veteran’s Day. But there wasn’t. Yesterday she assured … Continue reading
cloud nine
Is it a date if you make plans to hang out, but don’t necessarily call it a date? Whatever it was, it was good. I really like this woman. And … Continue reading
lines in the water
This time last year a pecan appeared in the corner of my front door. It was odd and random because there were no other pecans around. I took it as … Continue reading
existential lies
My wishes don’t come true, and my wants seem silly and juvenile. So I’ve stopped making them, altogether. I had a pretty good post that I was working on yesterday … Continue reading
dialogues manifested
The only statements written verbatim are the first and the last. Everything in between is sub-text, conversation fragments, and imagination. * * * Now that I’ve had time to think … Continue reading
stress eating
This is the first time I’ve ever eaten an entire Zaxby’s salad in one sitting, toast & all. There’s no succinct way to describe the situation without risking the essence, … Continue reading