Day 172
It’s New Years Day and we’re still goin at it. Hell yeah.
Day 171
Cirque du Soleil and dinner with the fam; partying with Celeste & Jerry. W00t!
Day 171
Life has been too busy and eventful and I’ve lost the motivation to continue this blog. He’s a cookie to make up for it.
Day 167
It has become increasingly challenging to remove Jason from my life. I have hope that where Sean failed, Jason will succeed, but I just don’t know if that hope is justified. Last night, when I was thinking about Jason, I realized that even if he did suddenly decide that he wants to talk to me and that he misses me, he can’t relate to–or even express to the same extent–the amount of passion and desire that I currently crave. I would just end up being frustrated either way.
There are way too many things that lead to me feeling frustrated and trapped. I’m just trying to be patient and sane. At least there’s snow.
Day 166
Merry Christmas!
Day 165
Hooray for Sarah’s parents and the super cute headband! The past few days have been incredibly awesome. Yesterday I went to drop off Susan’s infused vodka and ended up hanging out with her for awhile and seeing her family. And then I went to drop off Celeste’s gift and ended up hanging out there until 3am and having everything short of a threesome with her and Jerry. I’m crafting like crazy, Coleeta called, Shallon wants to “rub me down”, and Michael Fournier is all about some Chenille. I never anticipated that so many people would be coming out of the woodworks once I became single, nor did I anticipate it being this awesome so soon. Merry Christmas to me!
Day 164
Day 163
Jason and I broke up. He needs time to fix himself so he can be the person I deserve. It’s bittersweet.
The whole Coleeta thing pales in comparison to this. But I don’t think there was ever any doubt about who my number one is.
Day 161
Cats and Christmas generally don’t go well together. There’s tree climbing, tree eating (despite the fact that it’s fake), tinsel eating, paper tearing…just a whole world of fun. They are precious though.
Day 160
“I wish you were here.”
